KIT SPOTTED JASPER as soon as she
rode into camp. She glanced around and was surprised and thankful that there
were no storm damaged wagons or dead animals. The chewing-out she expected
might well be the only storm related disaster. But what could Cullen do worse
than accusing her of being a siren luring him to his death? Well, for one, he
could throw her off the wagon train. If he did, would Henry come to her
defense? Or John? She’d tried to plead her case to Henry before without
success, so she doubted he would be any help if she were banished. She just
hoped she hadn’t tossed her chance of finding the South Pass wagon train in the
trash like a pocket full of two-dollar losing tickets.
There was no point in going to her
wagon and delaying the inevitable confrontation. She rode straight to Henry’s
camp and dismounted just as he exited his tent. He had tear-streaks in his
whiskers. “Good, God, Henry. What’s the matter?”
“Where you been, missy?”
Heat flushed her cheeks. “Where’s Cullen? I’ll
tell you both at the same time.”
“He’s sleep.”
“This late?”
“Don’t reckon he knows the time.”
“What’re you talking about?”
“He went out looking for you. I
found him face down in the mud a few hours ago.”
She shifted into paramedic mode,
sensing something serious had happened. “What’s wrong with him?”
“You two are dumber than crock-heads.”
She breathed in and out, slowly, so
tempted to grab the gun out of Henry's holster and shoot him. “Where is Cullen?”
He pointed over his shoulder. “In
there.”
She threw back the flaps. Cullen’s
deathbed face shocked her. “Did he get shot?”
Henry massaged his brow. “Nope.”
“Stabbed?”
“Nope.”
Her fists clenched and unclenched.
“Henry. Don’t make me drag it out of you. Tell me what happened.”
And he told her everything he knew.
To treat Cullen, she needed her supplies, and she needed to get Cullen away from Henry. “Will you carry him to my wagon?”
And he told her everything he knew.
To treat Cullen, she needed her supplies, and she needed to get Cullen away from Henry. “Will you carry him to my wagon?”
“He’s fine where he is.”
“No, he’s not. Everything I need is
in my wagon.” She turned on her heels and hurried to her campsite. A few
minutes later, Henry and John delivered the patient.
“What else can we do?” Henry asked.
“Take off his clothes,” Kit said.
Henry’s eyes widened above
pink-tinted cheeks. “All?”
“I want to see his cuts and
bruises.” She chewed on her bottom lip while she studied the bruise around
Cullen’s eye. “How long ago was he in a fight?”
“Four days, I reckon.”
“Wonder what the other guy looks
like?”
“Other guy?” Henry said with a
grunt. “There was three of ‘em. Cullen’s got more guts than you can hang on a
fence.”
She blew out a breath, hot with
exasperation. “It doesn’t take guts to get into a fight. It takes guts to stay
out of one.” On closer inspection, the bruises on his chest concerned her. He
might have a rib or two broken. If so, a jagged bone could injure another
organ. For now, she’d keep him quiet and control his pain, enabling him to
breathe easier.
“Help me roll him over.”
Henry squeezed Cullen’s shoulder and
tilted him forward. He moaned.
Kit drew back at the sight of a
three-inch, jagged laceration just above his hips. Anger brought her blood to a
quick boil. “Why didn’t he do something about this?”
“Didn’t want me to see to it. Said
he’d wait for you.”
“He’s too smart to let this go
untreated.”
“Finding you was more important.”
She held out her hands in a
questioning gesture. “But he wasn’t even speaking to me.”
Henry spoke with quiet words. “The
boy’s mixed up when it comes to feelings for you.”
Whatever those mixed up feelings
were, she couldn’t dwell on them now. “Henry, you and John go outside and wait.
Let me see what I can do.”
“He’ll be all right then.” Henry’s
words formed a statement, not a question.
She didn’t deserve such faith. If he
could see her shaking hands knotted in her lap, he’d have doubts instead. “Let
me do what I can,” she said with false confidence.
Cullen groaned and tried to lift his
head.
She pressed back on his shoulders.
“Be still. I’m going to give you something for pain. Can you tell me where you
hurt and what the pain feels like? Is it sharp, throbbing, burning? Can you
swallow a pill?”
“Sharp. Hurts like hell in my back.
I can swallow.” His raspy voice barely sounded human.
She placed a Percocet on his tongue
and gave him a drink from a canteen.
“What is it?”
“Percocet.”
“Never heard . . .” His words slurred as if he’d had several
shots of whiskey.
“It’s a narcotic. Give it a few
minutes. It will take the edge off your pain.” Between the well-stocked
medicine cabinets at MacKlenna Mansion and Scott’s medical bag, she’d collected
a generous supply of painkillers and antibiotics. “Open your mouth and take
this one, too.”
“What is it?”
“Ciprofloxacin.”
She pulled a stethoscope from her
bag, and listened to his heart. He watched her from beneath hooded lids.
“What’s on your neck? What’s on my arm?”
“Stethoscope.” She placed the chest
piece in his hand. “I can hear your heart and lungs. That’s a blood pressure
cuff on your arm. Your pressure is too low.”
“Why’d you go away?”
She stuck a thermometer in his
mouth. “Keep this under your tongue. Don’t talk. I’m back now. It doesn’t
matter.”
In his condition, she couldn’t
imagine how he had stayed on a horse. And the thought of him lying in the mud
made her sick at her stomach. She removed the thermometer. His fever was too
high.
“I need to apologize,” he said.
“Quiet.” Before she could get the
tourniquet around his arm to start an IV, he drifted off to asleep. She started
an IV with saline to rehydrate him, then rolled him over, and cleaned the
laceration’s jagged edge. He looked like he’d been kicked with a sharp-toed
boot then raked with the spur’s rowel. The cut had been open too long to
stitch. She cut away small pieces of devitalized tissue and dressed the wound.
Healing would have to occur from the inside out.
Henry had done a half-decent job
cleaning him up, but he still had mud in his hair. The medication took the edge
off his discomfort, and the tension in his arms, neck and face seemed to ease.
She pressed a light kiss on his mouth, surprised by how warm and
soft his lips were.
“Get well, Cullen.”
“Kiss me again,” he mumbled. And she
did, convinced his memory would fade as quickly as the kiss.
KIT MADE A pallet in the back of the
buckboard and with John’s help, Cullen hobbled to the carriage for the day’s
ride across Nebraska.
He contorted his face with each
step. “I’m not a damn invalid. I can ride my horse.”
Kit watched his head wobbled on his
shoulders. With his eyes so glassy, it was a wonder he could see to put one
foot in front of the other. Sure, he could ride. That’s what got him into this
mess to begin with.
“I stayed up all night taking care
of you. Either you ride in the buckboard, or John will put you back in my wagon
and you can bounce across Nebraska for all I care. What do you want to do?”
“Ride with me.”
She crossed her arms and tapped her
fingers against her elbows. “I’m in no mood for surliness.”
“I won’t complain.”
He probably wouldn’t complain but
he’d ask questions she couldn’t answer. “Okay.”
The move from the wagon to the
buckboard exhausted him. He was asleep within minutes. When he woke hours
later, he appeared to be coming out of a fog, blinking rapidly to focus. She
handed him two pills and held his head while he drank from a canteen.
“Better?”
He nodded and wiped away drops of
water from his chin. “Where’d you go?”
“I’ve been right here.”
“During the hailstorm.”
“I found a cave about a mile from
the wagons. The gully filled with water, and I got trapped inside.”
His eyes moved along her face. Her
checks flushed, and she glanced away afraid she’d reveal something about
herself he didn’t need to know. “I was
there. At the gully. I saw a light, but I didn’t see a cave.”
The light must have been her
flashlight. Should she say something? No. Ignore it and move on. She grabbed
Tabor’ hairbrush and began to brush him, avoiding eye contact with Cullen. “It
was a miracle I found it.”
He rubbed a small bruise on his arm
made by the IV needle. She sensed a question sat on his tongue ready to roll
out. Tabor meowed and jumped from her lap. The brush held globs of cat
hair.
“Where’d your people come from?”
Cullen asked.
She pulled hair from the brush,
stalling to think. “The MacKlennas came from Scotland.”
“What year?”
“The first Thomas MacKlenna left Callander and
immigrated around 1763.”
“A Highlander?”
“You’re not the only one in
America.”
The corners of his mouth wrinkled
with a smile that pushed into his dimples. “Aye, there are a few of us.”
“Where’s your family from?” she
asked.
“I grew up around Callander, but my
family immigrated to Richmond, Virginia. I’ll mention the MacKlennas to my
father. We might share common ancestors.”
She swallowed a tickling of anxiety.
Could he post a letter and get a response before they reached South Pass? She
didn’t think so, but…
“Did Thomas MacKlenna immigrate to
Kentucky.”
“He got a land grant for the
original four hundred acres. Stayed and farmed for a few years, then returned
to Scotland where he died. His son Thomas inherited MacKlenna Farm. That’s
where I grew up. Three thousand acres of lush bluegrass.”
“Old Thomas is your grandfather?”
“Great.” Great-great-great-great-great-great.
Cullen kept his eyes focused on hers
for a beat or two. “Why’d you leave? What does Oregon offer that your farm
didn’t?”
If she tried to tell him it was
complicated, he might strangle her. She scratched her nose, took a breath. “I
needed to get away for a while.”
“Get away?” Suspicion dripped from
his voice. “From a farm you love and still own?”
“Yes, but—”
“Don’t you dare say it’s
complicated.”
“This is where our last argument ended.” She
paused, took the edge off her tone, and continued. “I don’t want to fight with
you. I’m not going to talk about certain topics. Either you accept that, or—”
“We keep arguing?”
“I’m not going to argue.”
He glanced at his arm and rubbed the
small puncture wound. “If I ask you what you did to my arm, are you going to
say it’s complicated, too?”
She gazed at his hooded eyes and
sensed he already knew the answer, but that was impossible. He was asleep when
she gave him the IV. She took a deep, shivery breath and said, “Yes, it’s
complicated.”
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